Streetlights 

I told you one night we were going for a drive, you were hesitant, but we still did. You followed me out to my shiny white car, and we drove and we drove and then. I took you to this spot in the middle of the road, that one with the super cool view, and…

Desolate 

You’re the one I want to be with when I don’t want to talk to anyone. You’re the one I think of when I’m proud of myself. You’re my friend. The one with an ego, the one that broke my heart, but the one who might’ve loved me. Altruism lacing your intentions making actions hard…

I talk too much. All I care about is momentary bliss This isn’t it. It’s all blown out of proportion. I miss my friend. I can’t stand this. I won’t miss it when I’m gone. I’ll stop writing about us. About this. About you. I’m done.

Reddit

In bed listening to Bear Your Mind  Wish you’d bear yours with me This vocalist reminds me of how your voice sounds I can’t picture your face Scrolling through pictures that remind me of all our bad days  Wish we’d had more time But we’re nothing, and I forget if we ever were Because you…

Charleston 

I wasn’t made for small things, small places, or small people. Everything around me is underwhelming. I feel like I need out right now, but the only thing I’ll ever be sure of needing, is more. 

Negotiate

It’s not worth fighting  Life is spiraling Falling out of place New York State of mind  Please replace this grimace on my face  All we have are choices All I have are mistakes  I am old news  Never there, so no need to be replaced Give me a break  Let me feel nothing  My bags…

Sleeping in foreign bedrooms That remind me of you I’m getting over this moving on  just taking my time  Because  I fuck everything up And  I let Everyone down And I let Everyone down  I let them down  These expectations are getting harder to think about  I’m swimming above water but I think I might…

2009 

Wanting to feel so much, but falling a little short You think it’s you, think that I need more We haven’t spoke in weeks, but maybe we can be just friends Maybe this rollercoaster doesn’t have to end  Stick around because I’m scared of losing who you are  Scared of missing your touch Miss you…

Everyone is inferior to us

All we do is argue  Nobody’s listening  Not even me, especially not you, I’m impulsive and in my head too much, When I stop thinking about me, I’m left with nothing but disappointment and disgust  I guess I’ll just have to live with it, Hope is a predator that just makes me lie to myself …

So brooding and tortured So why can’t you write a single good line to save your life Say nothing it’s fine, your talent is wavering, And your pedestal is short  You are small  I wish you were a dreamer like me Then maybe every once in awhile you’d think about how we could have had it…

Lying through your teeth, Tired of your stories, I feel nothing.  Realizing all that you deserve of me is nothing, Take advantage, manipulate, lie, Erase your number from my phone, Erase your lies from my life. What a waste of space, what a waste of time.  I hope you find what you’re looking for,  I…