Lips

I’ve never had a first kiss that meant as much as your lips on mine, the taste of the tips of our tongues intertwine, every time I’m missing your taste, and you kiss me like the way you kissed me that day, with the passion you beg me to stifle, and ask me not to…

Self

Who knew I had trust issues? Afraid of my own reflection, and questioning everyone’s intentions. Seeking out a solitude, friendship, in people that matter. People that care. People without the disgression to hide what they truly yearn to share. I’m growing up, and that’s the most difficult to admit because the moment I stop claiming…

Manifest Fantasy

A few years from now I’ll bump into you in a bar in a lonely city. I’ll be in love with the lights, and the buildings. You’ll have grown up a little bit, maybe you’ll be infatuated with someone that loves you back. Maybe you’ll be sleeping with girls without boyfriends. I’ll be emotionally stable…

Wasting days

What a sad boring reality it is, the town you’ve lived in all your life, with the same people with different faces and interests wasting all your time. They’ll never get out. Even if they move; they’ll always be stuck with their flaws, and personalities of ruin, and maybe I will too. Not with my…

death is our only friend 

I relive that car accident every time I drive home These back roads a constant reminder of the fear that comes with this contentness in being alone  I’m back there in my hospital bed Weak and as white as the demons in my head What I would have gave for just a piece of toast …

Streetlights 

I told you one night we were going for a drive, you were hesitant, but we still did. You followed me out to my shiny white car, and we drove and we drove and then. I took you to this spot in the middle of the road, that one with the super cool view, and…

Desolate 

You’re the one I want to be with when I don’t want to talk to anyone. You’re the one I think of when I’m proud of myself. You’re my friend. The one with an ego, the one that broke my heart, but the one who might’ve loved me. Altruism lacing your intentions making actions hard…

I talk too much. All I care about is momentary bliss This isn’t it. It’s all blown out of proportion. I miss my friend. I can’t stand this. I won’t miss it when I’m gone. I’ll stop writing about us. About this. About you. I’m done.

Reddit

In bed listening to Bear Your Mind  Wish you’d bear yours with me This vocalist reminds me of how your voice sounds I can’t picture your face Scrolling through pictures that remind me of all our bad days  Wish we’d had more time But we’re nothing, and I forget if we ever were Because you…

Charleston 

I wasn’t made for small things, small places, or small people. Everything around me is underwhelming. I feel like I need out right now, but the only thing I’ll ever be sure of needing, is more. 

Negotiate

It’s not worth fighting  Life is spiraling Falling out of place New York State of mind  Please replace this grimace on my face  All we have are choices All I have are mistakes  I am old news  Never there, so no need to be replaced Give me a break  Let me feel nothing  My bags…

Sleeping in foreign bedrooms That remind me of you I’m getting over this moving on  just taking my time  Because  I fuck everything up And  I let Everyone down And I let Everyone down  I let them down  These expectations are getting harder to think about  I’m swimming above water but I think I might…