October

All our memorabilia, in my cars sunglasses holder How will I go on Beg me not to love you, I’ll never ask you not to go because We were never meant to be together We were never meant to be at all And I I won’t go on, I’ll just go Your hands around my…

Streetlights 

I told you one night we were going for a drive, you were hesitant, but we still did. You followed me out to my shiny white car, and we drove and we drove and then. I took you to this spot in the middle of the road, that one with the super cool view, and…

Sleeping in foreign bedrooms That remind me of you I’m getting over this moving on  just taking my time  Because  I fuck everything up And  I let Everyone down And I let Everyone down  I let them down  These expectations are getting harder to think about  I’m swimming above water but I think I might…

2009 

Wanting to feel so much, but falling a little short You think it’s you, think that I need more We haven’t spoke in weeks, but maybe we can be just friends Maybe this rollercoaster doesn’t have to end  Stick around because I’m scared of losing who you are  Scared of missing your touch Miss you…

Lying through your teeth, Tired of your stories, I feel nothing.  Realizing all that you deserve of me is nothing, Take advantage, manipulate, lie, Erase your number from my phone, Erase your lies from my life. What a waste of space, what a waste of time.  I hope you find what you’re looking for,  I…

Swimming in delusion

“Caught in the moment, No words to be spoken, You’re not the apple of my eye. What does it take to keep the things that you say The furthest thing from my mind?” – Balance and Composure  05/04/17 12:38 AM Music is one of the best outlets for self expression there is because of its…