I know what you like
And you know how I think
You use all the best parts of me to break me underneath
It hurts especially remembering how you grit your teeth
Kept quiet while I cried
It broke my heart the most how when I tried to see through you, looking in your eyes how I usually do, they were empty inside
Darkest shade of green I’ve ever seen
During the day I’m great, one hundred times better than okay everyday
I get what I deserve
But at night and alone I can’t help but crave your warmth
I try to put away my phone. But I can’t lie, it’s hard. Hating you for all the flaws I blindly fell in love with because you made me feel special like maybe I was different…
You looked at me like art, made me feel like I was the only happy song written by angry bands like The Story So Far.
Please don’t text back, let me paint you black, it’s the only hope I have.